I have to wait three days before I can get into the hospital for my crazy manic episode I'm having. I've driven to somebody I hate's home, knocked on the door, and waited so I could punch his face in. Luckily, nobody was home. I can't sit still, all I want to do is pace around everywhere. I keep seeing people in my home, I want to smash other cars off the road. Everything is just really bad right now. But the hospital told me I have to wait until Tuesday. How am I going to do this? I guess just keep taking Benadryl, and hope for the best. My pdoc dropped me because I missed an apt. So now I'm without a pdoc too. This is hell.