Hi crys2019,

Well done for making it to the end of your semester, despite the depression.

You only missed a B by three marks, WOW that's a great result when you feel so low.
I had to battle depression in university, and I got a lower grade than I hoped, but it didn't stop me following my profession.

Maybe you can try to challenge the thought that your grade defines your worth...
You want to work in a job that helps other people, that's worthwhile. You worked hard at your studies, that's good too!
Would you despise a good friend who made 3marks less than they wanted? I think not.
Why do you need to be harder on yourself than you would be on someone else's????
Above all you're a human being, a person and in my opinion, that makes you valuable by itself.

I hope this doesn't sound like preaching, but if you expect more of yourself than you can achieve, that's not going to help you succeed. Most people find they get lower grades than they are used to in uni, because the work is harder.

I hope you can come to terms with and be pleased that you passed. Almost a B which is good enough for the school.

Try not to make an important decision while at the peak of disappointment,
Good luck and I hope you can work with this opportunity you have created for yourself to complete the next semester too.