I don't know what got into me...probably the lack of structure since my summer grad classes ended, and awaiting the start of my school job, but I took up the email offer from an online singles' site..."Christian Cafe," to take advantage of the free 10 day offer for membership. After two days of posting my profile there, and receiving several emails from fellas, I realized I am either too lazy, to scared or too old (56) to respond! I went to the site to delete my trial membership and could not, until the 10 day trial had expired, at which time it will be deleted. Today, I rec'd an email message from a fella nearby...very handsome, exactly my age, and to whom in my past I would have responded, at least with a polite reply. I can't even bring myself to do that!
Many of you here already know my history, and so not worth recounting.
Is it healthy to feel so isolated?
Patty
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