Today was the second day on 100 MG. I waited until I was finished with getting the house ready for my daughter's birthday party/sleepover to take the Clozaril (so around 4) so I'll have to take my meds later than usual (10 or 11) this evening.Once again I experienced difficult side effects. I had slured speech, was unbalanced, and was worring everyone around me. My best friend was over; she told me I am not able to drive until all of this sedation has passed. She's right and I hope it ends soon.

Tonight my husband sent my pdoc a come to Jesus text. He wasn't rude, he just laid out the facts and expects to get results. He knew I didn't have the gall to do it even if it was needed. We shall see as far as the results.