I'm like an "other" because I don't know.... But I'm normally a "no".

T asked me if I wanted to integrate and I was like I don't know. I really don't know. I'd miss everybody and it would be weird being normal if it happens. When we got stabile on bipolar we were and still are bored.

It would be nice to not dissociate everytime someone said 'hi" though. Maybe remembering something???

Pros and cons.

I told her if it happens it happens, but I have a rebellious bunch. I was wondering if an other was going to cancel us but we made the appointment lol.

After this last one we were dazed and almost dead, so it's like this needs to be a Friday after work kind of thing.