been with this T for 6 months, 6 months with another one before that... and before that a year and a half of living nightmare. The constant crisis now is bad, but that was much much worse. So, in a sense it has been all going on longer than i made it sound at first.

6 months in T is not a long time and i know that.... even though i am always afraid he is going to kick me out because it's taking too long.i just have great concerns over money issues right now.. HUGE concerns... and so i have to take a harder look at what i am paying for.

i don't know. Sometimes i feel like the guy is the best expediture i could have, but i have to be objective... that's part of growth too... right?

there are so many things to juggle... *sigh