It's not easy when your beloved ones dismiss and hence can't support you with your mental state that is NOT easy on it's own, and having to bear in mind that your girlfriend thinks you're making this all up. Sorry to hear that jbuttz, I believe you and I hope she'll come around so you don't feel alone in this.

Think you could get a second opinion to check that out? I heard getting MDD treated with sole anti-depressants may be dangerous for bipolar people. It's no game.