I have had the whole spectrum of bipolar disorder. Recently then only part im living with is depression, it is hard to do anything anymore. I never want to leave my house I also have ptsd and ocd along with many other things. Suicide has been lingering in my mind for too long and the only reason I am still here is I dont want to hurt the people that love me. I dont want to put my family through that so I remain suffering. Please. Help.