Yeah. It's the hardest stuff we face, strong depression. You seem to have a good head on your shoulders, seeking treatment and reaching out for help here. There's plenty of advice out there about depression for sure. I was lucky enough to get a job right after my last manic/psychotic episode that w supportive loved ones, got me through it. So many times I was barely showing up and going through the motions. It took some diff options of treatment and 18 months of barely holding on, but I got through it.

Good luck! Let us know if we can help!

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