Rainy days prevent a lot of activities. Maybe you feel relief from some of the pressures of having to do "a thing" because the rain takes a lot of them off the list? Just talking here... not trying for serious analyzation. Spell check is telling my analyzation isn't a real word
I find myself doing a different thing these days. Different for me at least. I call it turning away. It probably sounds like avaoidance but there is a subtle but profound difference. It isn't that I can't face something or have no interest exactly... I just don't want to anymore... so I turn away.
And yes... structure is good generally.