(((((((((( Humpty Dumpty ))))))))))))

I've been badly burned and harmed by doctors (including ... (edited) ) and have those thoughts of not wanting to be here, it gets so tiring "pretending to be ok" ... I completely distrust hospitals, something horrible happened to me in a hospital when I was 5 years old.. (and many other reasons..) I'd rather go on a journey to a hilly place (a one way ticket) than go to a Psych hospital PM me if you want to

(maybe it isn't "paranoia" .. Maybe there is good reason to distrust some of those doctors )