He's no longer talking about suicide. Now he's directing his anger towards me. The other day he head butted me so hard, I thought for a couple days that I had a concussion. He's pulled chunks of my hair out and he's threatening to tell his whole family that I'm a slut. He keeps telling me I'm not doing what he says although I am. He woke me up at 3am and asked if I wanted coffee. I told him no thank you I'm tired. He yelled at me. Called me a who're. The day before yesterday he made me pack my things but chased me thru the house and said "One of us ain't leaving this GD house". Then that night he cornered me while I was bathing. Triggered me so bad that I threw up in my bath water. Right now he's yelling. And saying that I'm disgusting and not worth being married to.
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Dx: PTSD, Panic Disorder, Obsessive Personality Disorder.
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