It was. Thanks. She always is there, I just feel like such a needy nusciene.
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Originally Posted by precaryous
I relate to this.
I don't know if this will be helpful...but I have been through a horrid needy week where I've had to hide my anxiety and sadness from family and act "normal." I had to be more active than I am used to being..be more social than I am used to being...confront childhood memories head on...go to a funeral..its been a mess.
I have told T all about it in therapy and on the phone. Omgosh, I've needed comfort. A few nights ago I couldn't stop bursting into tears...and couldn't sleep. I called T at 10:3opm and she was so understanding and patient.
I just let go and hoped that T would catch me. And she did.
You let go, I hope you find that T will catch you.
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I wish I could accept her response she gave but I desperately feel like I needed more than she gave. Guess I should figure out why.. It feels so strange to lean on or need another person. It was never allowed. I was never allowed needs. Feels so foreign and wrong.
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Originally Posted by growlycat
Please stay Ellahmae!!!
I'm hoping that you don't regret what you texted--hoping that it will be a relief to know T can respond with caring and get you what you need. I get it--I've gone years without asking friends or family for anything. Years before that, I couldn't ask T either. But it is always a nice surprise when you can lean on people.
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Thanks, SD. I feel like all I do is just complain lately.
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Originally Posted by stopdog
I would hope this was a reasonably safe place for that sort of thing
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