thanks....

re the kids - took them to grief counseling and the pros seem to think they're adapting well - it's just their father who's messed up, lol.

My T tells me this is "normal" (hate that word) - but i don't see how being manic or very low could be construed as normal. Grief? Yes - but I still can't get a grip on my emotions anymore....like the medicine doesn't work sometimes anymore. What I don't want is to have to change meds because it took so long to get me stabilized.

anyways..thanks for the advice.