I am dealing with loneliness.But as lonely as i feel.I'd rather be alone.Than hang out with people i don't like,don't trust or one's who annoy the hell out of me.But i also feel like a bit of a loser.Since i don't have many close friends or anyone to really hang out wth.Ok there are some folks that want to do stuff with me.But these folks are really annoying and are full of drama. Hung out with them in the past and do be honest as lonely as i feel.I don't feel lonely or desperate enough to want to hang out with them any more.In the past i'd hang out with just about anyone.Just to have someone to be with. But the more drama i have dealt with.The less i want to be around annoying people.Why do i attract losers?Why do the drama filled,selfish type cling to me? It's my birthday next week on the 21st and i'm going to a baseball game alone.Yes i'd rather go alone to a basebal game on my birthday. Than go to a game with people i really don't like.Plus i have gotten use to going to games alone.Because i can come and go as i please.In the past when i went to games with people or meet up with folks at games.I did not feel like i had as much freedoom to come and go as i please.Plus i was not able to enjoy the games as much.Anyone else feel like me?