i am exactly like you. Id rather be alone...or with my bf only...but it does get lonely...id like to have people i can relate to....where i live its all spanish or all phillipino....and they stay within their own clicks...mainly due to language barriers...but they also feel comfortable with just being with others like them...i am a minority...for once in my life...i am a minority...and have no friends or others like me (or different for that matter) who want to hang out with me...i am even a minority in my own house...it was hard enough to make friends back home (actually i only had one...) but now its nearly impossible...id like to make friends with people at work...but they dont seem to even want to relate to me....or even try...so i do things by myself....back home i went to movies and resturants by myself...some people cant believe i actually eat by myself in social places...but i cannot relate to many others...mainly because when i was young i was isolated majorly....except for going to school...so i never learned social manners or concepts ....im gradually learning...but i still seem ackward in groups...i k now how you feel...i hope this doesnt seem like a hijjack...im just letting you know your in the same boat as me.....its nice to be alone...but it does get lonely and you wish to have someone to enjoy these things with now...its very hard for my bf to understand ....but he tries for me....lol but sometimes he wants to be alone too....i understand....i give many hugs ....((((UCLA))) sorry i dont have any advice...but your not alone.