I really hate talking about myself, drawing attention to myself. I feel as if I want to fade away and be a learning tool for everyone. I hate talking to new people so therapy has always scared me. My friend went to one session and was put into a hospital. Her room mate was a criminal and would always hurt her but the care takers wouldnt do anything. I am too scared to do anything about it. I hardly talk to my family anymore and I live with them. I want help but I want to do it alone