I relapsed rather badly mid last week, and have been drinking steadily until finishing the bottle yesterday morning. I have been so sick with withdrawal. I've been throwing up for the past 24 hours, and now I'm starting to shake. So today will be another day in bed, of feeling like crap.

So today is day 1 again.

I feel so messed up. I've been trying to quit drinking since 2006, and while I've had some long periods of sobriety I've also had a lot of relapses, and they've been more frequent in the past 7 months. I'm accomplishing nothing with my life.

This has to stop.

I'm going to restart my antabuse on Wed.

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