When I was an addict I used to bring my mom on runs with me after going to the bank to withdraw her money. Never once did I recognize the love she was trying to give. At the time I only seen her as a source of money.

I know how utterly disgusting that can sound and trust me I'm still dealing with that part mentally but I felt like I needed to share that with you. You can show as much love to an addict but sometimes they may not be able to see it. You have to want to get clean for yourself.