((Moonkin))
I know this is a difficult time for you, but I think it's good that you cried with T. It took me a year before I was able to cry in T's presence, so as far as I am concerned you ar ahead of the game. It sounds like you have a real bond with your T and that is the first step in healing.
Please be good to yourself and take gentle care.
2 weeks 4 days till my next appointment with T