i do hope your meds kick in soon. from my experience, my meds only help a little, i don't think i'll ever be back to what i was, i'm hoping a new med will come out to help me more. i am depressed all the time, i rely on my doc and t to help me out, but i have to take care of myself otherwise too. i find it hard to do anything, it is soo hard to get up everyday. i hope you can say you're feeling better than me its awful. therefore i do understand your feelings and hope you can get better.