I didn't go to work when I was supposed to on Saturday. I was upset all morning at the thought of having to go and deal with more of their crap, so I just... didn't. They called me and left a message but I didn't even listen to it. I talked to my fiance about everything and he says it isn't worth it for me to have tried to keep the job if it upsets me that much. I only made $100 last paycheck anyway. Now that that's over I can look for something better, so at least there's that. I'm just glad I have my fiance, once again, to help me through this crap. I feel like a failure for giving up but I know I couldn't handle anymore. I would have snapped at someone if I'd gone in and probably would have been fired anyway. I hate living here. I hate the people, I hate the environment, I hate everything about this city. I can't wait to move in May. I'm so tired of ending up in jobs that treat me like ****. People are just mean here, I don't know why... I wish I could just not work until I get to move, but I know I need to at least try to help my fiance with money. I've applied to a few other jobs already in the hopes that they won't end like this one, but we'll see...
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