Session soon with T after my emotional texting episodes this weekend. I just want to scream at her, "I hurt, why can you not see that? Why can you not fix it?" :/ Don't want to go but desire so badly to be there that I feel stuck. Of course I feel stuck about everything anyway. Does anything really matter? Does it? Whatever.
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**the curiosity can kill the soul but leave the pain and every ounce of innocence is left inside her brain**
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