Hello everyone! I hope you're all doing well.

Thank you for all of the wonderful responses and feedback! It was almost overwhelming. As much as I would love to go see a professional, my family doesn't want me to. What with my mom being the 'Hippie' type of person who just loves nature and wants the sunlight and environment make me feel better. While my dad is... well, strange. I've tried bringing up the idea of going to a mental professional before and they've kind of dropped it very quickly. Especially my mom who started looking up other methods of healing my possible ailments rather than seeking professionals for guidance. But I'll find a way to fix all of this, I'm sure. Either way, thank you all for the support. It truly does mean a lot. You're all very amazing people.

Thank you so much for reading. Have a wonderful day!