Thank you open eyes. That environment was not right for me, which is a problem, but I know another place I can get help, so it's ok. The real problem is when it affects my ability to concentrate at home because like you I get overwhelmed by the sheer amount of things I want to do and then I start experiencing resentment at the childhood neglect that was the foundation of my PTSD in the first place. It's not a very comfortable place to be. Sometimes i resent the sheer amount of work it takes to take care of myself, which is crazy, I know.