(((((((((((((((((((((( Direction ))))))))))))))))))))))))

What you have written could be exactly the same of any of us here. You are doing your best to maintain. I think you are doing a great job. There are always times when those buttons are more easily pushed...like you said, when you are feeling low and most vulnerable it seems to happen.

Remember this my friend.....YOU can decide not to respond to her until you are feeling more rejuvenated and stronger. After you have time to think and feel and put things into perspective....then you can respond. That way, the cycle of agitation is broken.

Keep on truckin Direction....you are doing great!

Hugsss
sabby