I do understand what you mean, but tbh you're looking for any reason to delay clozaril. You've been delaying it for one reason or another for months now. But at the same time if you are pretty much the same, even though it is pretty bad, then waiting even longer isn't necessarily a bad thing. It's up to you how long you want to put up with this (assuming the clozaril works for you, which I hope it does). If you're ok with the status quo for another month or so to work on your issue in therapy then go for it.