Notz, I'd gotten away from working my program and wasn't going to my groups. Then I had some personal setbacks career wise, and I just got into a progressively more self destructive mood, until I said screw it I want to drink.

Thanks for the support everyone, I'm now onto Day 2. The first24 hours were pretty rough, but yesterday I managed to keep a bit of food down. I'm still feeling shaky and have a splitting headache, so I'm probably going to spend today in bed again.

Plan is to restart taking Antabuse tomorrow, and get back to my groups.

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