(((((((((((((Fuzzy)))))))))))))) - thanks friend
((((((((((((Okie)))))))))))))))) - yes I do have a T.
(((((((((((((Jacq))))))))))))))) - I dislike doing a post like this, seems disjointed but people sometimes wonder what goes on in my head - just spills out like that sometimes.
((((((purplesecrets))))))))))) - thanks for reaching out.
(((((((((((((((Dee))))))))))))))) - thanks.

so hard to focus. need sleep. can't afford it. slept a bit. still hard to be here. oh well. *shrugs* I feel like crud. my fault. never mind. i'm sorry.

back to bed for another hour. might as well. life seems so hard. I hope the pain I feel right now is worth it. I dunno. hopefully feel better soon. not likely. just hope.

goodnight all.

to all.