Sorry you pretty much lost your sister [emoji20]it is tough

First of all I would cut alcohol out of your life. It seems that excessive drinking to the point of blacking out [emoji33][emoji33][emoji33]causes much harm to you and your family. ( even if drinking is just on holidays).

Second of all was your apology sincere? I am kind of with Rose on this about you criticizing/disliking your sister so heavily ( not when drunk but now). Why diagnosis? Was she diagnosed?

Do you have other siblings? I only have one brother and he isn't perfect at all, but it would break my heart to lose him

Honestly what I would do is forgo cards but travel to her and beg for forgiveness ( sincerely) and make all kind of amends and wouldn't touch alcohol again. That's what I would do if I messed up. Or other option is of your sister is truly that horrid the way you described her then cut the ties. My t says that it's ok to cut toxic relatives out

This thread kind of triggered me a bit as I imagine losing my brother. It would be horrid

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