Thanks to those who rode along. It was a pretty good session, and I left feeling a little less horrible. T seemed truly surprised - even astonished - by my belief that he thinks I'm boring, and we had a good discussion about why I will always jump from "he thinks I'm being boring right now" to "he thinks I'm a boring person, he is always bored by me, and he hates working with me". (It's something I do outside therapy as well, of course.)

Ellahmae, I'm glad your T is amazing.

Congratulations, healed!