i don't know seeker, i think you're rationalizing.
don't you agree there is value to a relationship?
if so, how would you ever expect one to develop without leaving your comfort zone for a while.
you can't expect a perfect man to drop out of the sky and land at your doorstep...it will take a little awkwardness at first but you must know you'll be happier if things do work out for you.
i say go for it!