Tonight my aunt died in a car crash. I can't handle all this death and dying. My mom just died a few months ago and now this. I am so depressed, as anyone would be. I don't see why all this is happening to my family! I am so angry with my higher power right now. Why would they take away from me two wonderful people? I don't understand it. My mom was 48 and my aunt was 38! That's way too young to die. They say it comes in 3s. Who's next?

I can't handle this. I don't have the strength. Not now, not yet.