As others have said, this is a rough time of year. I, too, struggle with loneliness of the season. It is hard. I know that you said that you are a little proud, I get it. I am always fighting to keep the mask in place to make sure that everyone else has what they need to make the holidays bright and cheery. But I respect the fact you shared your thoughts and loneliness with us on the Forum. As you can tell, you are not alone. Keep reaching out and reaching up.