Been feeling great since starting meds in November. However last weekend was very busy with little down time. To my own surprise I made it through Christmas shopping calm and collected. Yesterday I couldn't stay on track I kept zoning into my racing mind. Then shut down until my husband would pull me back. Like my batteries were low. Normally just getting out to busy places puts me in a panic and I feel like I need to stay in my head a few days to get the world back out. Since the outing went very well this time I didn't expect this to happen. Though I don't feel the anger or irritation and thank god I still feel right in my skin, could this just be another low episode brought on by sensory overload? Does the medication help the rage and anger part? I've never noticed a trigger before things always just happened. Do the highs and lows normally happen because of a trigger? I still haven't been to a pdoc to be picked apart so who knows what else is upstairs.
No matter how small, a positive change deserves to be celebrated!
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