Thanks for the input.

My main concern is the cost of it. And what my family and friends will think.
Sometimes I think that I'm just being stupid and a baby and just need to suck it up and be "normal" and not such a worthless person.
Or that I'm not even that bad off and there are other people with bigger problems who need therapy more than me.
It's a constant fight in my head.
But today I did make the call to set up an appointment, only to be filled with such guilt after hanging up...