I'm thinking about closing this account and taking my focus off of us. Playing the distraction card. Maybe things will settle down then. The relationship is shot, so I need to fix the future for me and the kid. Another year until I become a nomad in a van again.

I'm now getting random flashbacks from some of the others trying to trigger a response. I know the tricks. You focus on the memory which triggers an open door, then soon they wedge in and they can do a forced take over.

I can feel it in the arms and legs. It's usually a smooth slow action, but you can fight it and they pull back. Normal people don't do this, do they. -_-