Hi there,

Now I have a psych history for many years and under a pdoc and his nurses. I am on seroquel, zoloft and depakote. At the moment I only really feel a little bit anxious (Have been quite distressed lately, but seeing my pdoc on the 23rd of december) however I'm not depressed ect.

However, I just have this urge to kill myself, It's just an impulse, just like "Hold on, I want to just kill myself quickly" type of impulse.

Any ideas why? I suffer from undiagnosed bipolar, maybe personality disorder but almost certain Cyclothymia.