I'm not bipolar, but when I get the feeling that I want to kill myself, it is just the need to avoid something very frightening -- in particular the feeling that I will be very severely punished for something, and i have to avoid that at all costs. Clearly comes from childhood.
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Now if thou would'st
When all have given him o'er
From death to life
Thou might'st him yet recover
-- Michael Drayton 1562 - 1631
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