hi maddy,
I feel bad for you. my mom is gone too. I lost my mom five years ago on March 15 ,2010. im still lost without my mom .I have my support team still. I see my therapist every three to four weeks . I have my church family. I rely on my therapist more nowadays cuz she is helping me to get through this mess. I had to watch my mom died in front of me in the hospital and it brought back bad memories for me when she died .have you seen a therapist overseas ? if you have one start seeing your therapist about what happened .









Diagnosis: Anxiety and depression
meds: Cymbalta 60 mgs at night
Vistrail 2 25 mgs daily at night for insomnia with an additional 25 mgs= 75 mgs at night for insomnia when up past 1:00 in the morning