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Old Dec 16, 2015, 01:53 PM
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The thing that keeps me going is remembering what it will do to a family member. Despite what we think, (or at least what I think-they'd be better off without me, or they would do ok if I was gone) family members of suicides suffer terribly.
The only reason I am still alive is because of my wife. Quite frequently I wish I could just make her hate me. It would be so much easier that way. Unfortunately I am not that type of person that can be a complete and total jerk to others, especially someone I love.