Thank ya'll for all the hugs. I am not being able to escape anything going on now. Its all around me. The tvs are constantly on, everyone is talkin about nothing but dean. the panic is starting. Volunteer evacuation in st bernard go into affect on monday if he comes into the gulf. if the path goes any closer to us than st mary parish mandatory goes into affect. Corps of engineers announced the measley six foot levees we have will be blown in 7 areas to cause a large spillway. three weeks in my house this sunday and i will have to leave it again knowing this time i wont ever be coming back. cause st bernard will be gone forever, just to save the city of new orleans. Then i go to the doctor yesterday and they are almost positive i got skin cancer. Im suppose to hear back either today or monday from the doctor.

I hope he comes here. I'll get drunk and fall asleep, so when the surge fills us up again i'll drown. and it will all be over. i'll be at peace.

I'm going to try and stay away from here for now cause i aint doing good and i dont want to keep sayin stuff like this and hurting others.