Its been over 6 months now since I last seen my therapist. We had been working together for 5 years. I was very attached to them and they were like a parental figure.....a secure base, the only bit of security I had.
Then suddenly 6 months ago she tells me she is taking time out from being a therapist and doesn't know when she will be back - likely years.

To say I am still totally gutted is a massive understatement. Time doesn't make it easier, it actually hurts more. I was given 6 sessions to end, it felt like nothing and that was it - not even any real care to stay in contact. My heart has been ripped apart and I don't know if I will ever get over it. The person I trusted the most has hurt me the most and it has ruined a lot of the work we did beforehand. How can I believe this person ever cared if they were able to wipe me out of their exisitance so quickly?

I don't want to start therapy with anyone else - why bother, just to be dumped again.

I told my therapist that the time they were giving me was wrong etc but they didn't seem to think they were doing anything wrong.

This year has been the worst year of my life (for so many reasons).

There is just no way to deal with the heartache