I can't do this anymore. I am going to SI if I don't get the %$#$ Out of here. None gives a damn that I am averaging two hours of sleep a night, that I am so tired I am collapsing. Family don't want to help. Do you want to know what he is doing right know! Sleeping! When do I get to sleep. Not at night, no naps during the day. I can't nap because I have a daughter to care for. After his therapy today I am gone. I don't know where I am going but I am gone. He needs to step up and care for himself. He can sit in his urine for a week I don't care. He don't care that I am excausted so why should I care about him. I just Keep thinking of the blood pouring out of me. It would feel so good. I can't go there. i wont go there. Why does no one care about me.