Ok...now I just feel so dumb....as I sit here looking through these Forums....I feel so dumb...like such a wuss for being sad, depressed, having anxiety, and just all around freaking out. The things some people have been through....I feel like such a wuss. Such pain....I feel for so many. I was reading in the Abused section......How terrible. I'm so sad....for these people. I had the "verbal" thing w/ my step-mom...the whole "I want to love you but you look like your mother" crap...a few slaps and a lot of yelling....and and I was raped by my ex....but the horrible nature of the pain these others are feeling....I feel as though I should have never come here to "vent" my pansy *** story. I have to be just being a pansy...a sissy....just need to suck up and grow up. I'm pushing 30 with kids.....I'm sorry you guys....sorry for the things that have happend....sorry for coming here and making something out of what I can only imagin in nothing compaired to you all and the horrible things that you went through.
May God bless all of you.....you are all so special.