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Originally Posted by BlueCrustacean
I used to feel relaxed and happy right after an orgasm. Now I have a tiny bit of happiness, followed immediately by depression. Like if I'm feeling full of negative thoughts and I try to distract myself with masturbation, for a quick, fleeting dose of happiness, I come down from it almost worse than before. I wonder if the motivation behind it has something to do with it.
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It is often that way for me too.
My go-to cure for depression is exercise, but sometimes I am too depressed for exercise. Sometimes I watch youtube videos of sexy women to feel a small bit of excitement and hopefully lift myself out of depression a little bit. Lately not even that works. I guess I am getting too old to care.
I anticipate masturbation about as much as I anticipate cleaning my bathtub. Also masturbation seems to wear me out and depress me for days.
Of course it is different for people who are younger. There is all the sexual frustration to relieve and so forth.