I know…I don't belong in this generation at all (I'm mid twenties by the way). I was the sort of person that when I was a teenager, I would spend forever writing out texts with complete words and correct punctuation. I still get irate when I see text speak.

I was also on YouTube for a while…but they deleted my account and I've never tried to start a new one. I probably need to have videos up to help my career as well, but the act of video taping myself makes me too nervous. It's strange since I don't mind news cameras or being taped/on TV if I'm performing. I guess if I taped myself in front of an audience…

But the point I think is that I can't keep up with using technology for socializing and it all scares me…it makes my social anxiety WORSE in some ways. I just don't know how to make friends or build a career without it. Or with it for that matter. And so I'm panicking.