First, let me update you on the situation. We got the new Access Card...didn't work. So, now we have to get a new receiver, which we expect to receive Tuesday. Being without TV is hard!!!

The problem with the radio is, while I do love music sometimes, it just doesn't relax me all that much, or interest me. I need the visuals of the TV.

I only use my computer in my bedroom. It's part OCD, part practicality. I do have some DVDs I can play on it, but I find, once I'm on the computer, I have so much to do, there's no time. But that's okay...working on the computer tends to relax me. However, I can't be on the computer all the time because I need to be in the living room to keep my bird company (birds need companionship). He won't come out of his cage, and I don't want him pooping in my room.

I also find that I feel more anxiety being cooped up in my room all the time (I'm going to post some stuff I'm going through in the anxiety section in a bit, for those willing to read, because I could really use some support).

The other thing about the computer is my dry eyes. After spending a little while on the computer, my eyes are very goopy and it tends to make me drowsy. The dry eye really stresses me out.

Thanks, all.