Yeah - i can tell. Pretty sure he lied to me today. But i dont really care. Its not in the critical path of what i need to figure my life out. Hes there, he helps me - im not gonna split hairs about what it means to him. Im not even sure that stuff is figure-outable. Today i was like, other people on pc cant even get an appointment, and here i am complaining its too much. I said, how did i get so lucky? Aside from that great line from Fried Green Tomatoes, the parking lot scene - "im older and ive got better insurance." T said he feels he can be himself with me and he enjoys that. That struck me as a lie. To me, the truth would have been stg like, "to make sure youre here next year." But maybe ts dont say that.