I know what you mean, being off meds. I'm off them for a different reason--side effects, potential dangers later on in life, etc.--but my anxiety is terrible, too. My panic disorder and OCD are so much worse. I'm going to post about this in the anxiety section in more detail.

I'm sorry you're feeling nauseous. I guess that goes along with pregnancy. Have you looked into things that can relieve it?

As for a job, do you have any writing skills? Maybe a local publication will let you do a column, if you have the skills to do so. But you have to create some sample columns, or articles, etc. to submit to them.